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Malleable

Malleable

--able to be hammered or pressed permanently out of shape without breaking or cracking
--easily influenced; pliable


I am malleable.  Like tin.
A can without its label.  Once full of nourishment
And possible poison.  Void of frills, lacking complexity. 
Empty, discarded.

I am malleable.  Like gold.
A ring worn on a finger.  Full of promise
And sorrow.  Void of adornment, lacking whomever.
Meaningless, in a pile of jewels.

I am malleable.  Like silver.
A second place medal.  Full of triumph
And loss.  Void of first place, lacking assurance.
Worthless, in a sea of runner-up winners.

I am malleable.  Like iron.
Born from stars.  Full of purpose
And history.  Void of gentleness, lacking lust
Exposed, creating a scattering of rust.

I am malleable.  Like an innocent child.
Made in passion.  Full of potential
And woe.  Void of control, lacking direction.
Naïve, needing love.


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